why do i do this?
im so fucking stupid. i wish i could sleep. my stomach hurts and my mind is restless. every time i close my eyes i start to worry about something else. i have a lot of work to do but i cant do any of it because im too worried about it. i wish there was someone to talk to right now but its almost 4:30 in the morning. grrr. im so bored and all i want to do is sleep but i know thats not going to happen for another couple hours. stupid stupid stupid! ok, going to shower, maybe it will relax me enough to fall asleep. grrr.