isnt it interesting...
the way friendships dissolve? although i am not friends with a single person i would have called a friend four years ago, i feel im better off. as a facebook stalker i check in on these people when something shows up on my homepage feed and realize what i was putting myself through by associating with them. while i have managed to let go of things i see that most people have not. there are the guys from the island who never really grew up. they still have childhood fanticies they will never accomplish. they dream but never act. there are the "cool" fun loving girls on mv who are just now realizing they dont matter. in the bigger, real world they are just average drunk sluts people look past on the street. their fan following from high school has left them naked in the street and no one wants to look. theres the girls with all their morals and ideas from college who realize they were fighting for nothing and they really didnt care about the causes in the first place. they have nothing left in their lives to live for. they realize, the world is mundane. im laughing at all of you. while i wasnt the "cool, out-going, passionate" kid in class, im living the life i knew i could make for myself and im happy. the funny thing is i used to want to be like you. suckers.