Last night
So. I hate my life. I'm so fake about how happy I am.
Last night was rough. Linda went to homecoming while I napped. Then she came home depressed because she's gained like 35 lbs since high school... apparently culinary school does that to you. I don't know. So she wanted to eat cookies. We went to Tisha's new place and baked them. Then I called Jon Bolin to see if he wanted some... He's in Pheonix with Michelli. They are together and its soooooo cute. I really was happy after talking to him. So then, I thought Sean would be a good candidate. So, Linda and I brought him cookies and he LOVED them. Did I mention I didnt cook them. Yeah so. Justin shows up. It was DAMN hard. Not gonna lie. Sean told me that Justin loved me second to how much he loves Rachel. Yeah. That's a lot. I can't keep doing this to myself. It's killin me. Whatever. I've started talking to new boys. Two in fact. I like both a lot. He's started talking to Todd's cousin GOOD FOR HIM! I hope he's happy. I hope I get over him soon. I hope I never see him again. My stomach jumped and it suddenly became so hard to act like I was happy. This happy act is wearing me out. But, I'm gonna do it until it comes true. So yeah. Rough!!! I love Karissa. I want to talk to her. She helps me with my boy issues.
Last night was rough. Linda went to homecoming while I napped. Then she came home depressed because she's gained like 35 lbs since high school... apparently culinary school does that to you. I don't know. So she wanted to eat cookies. We went to Tisha's new place and baked them. Then I called Jon Bolin to see if he wanted some... He's in Pheonix with Michelli. They are together and its soooooo cute. I really was happy after talking to him. So then, I thought Sean would be a good candidate. So, Linda and I brought him cookies and he LOVED them. Did I mention I didnt cook them. Yeah so. Justin shows up. It was DAMN hard. Not gonna lie. Sean told me that Justin loved me second to how much he loves Rachel. Yeah. That's a lot. I can't keep doing this to myself. It's killin me. Whatever. I've started talking to new boys. Two in fact. I like both a lot. He's started talking to Todd's cousin GOOD FOR HIM! I hope he's happy. I hope I get over him soon. I hope I never see him again. My stomach jumped and it suddenly became so hard to act like I was happy. This happy act is wearing me out. But, I'm gonna do it until it comes true. So yeah. Rough!!! I love Karissa. I want to talk to her. She helps me with my boy issues.