_-_Im on the outside..Im looking in_-_
So, With reading one of my entries about my brother i came up with this :
I said I hated him with everything I had, and I guess hate isnt exactly the word to use. I basically just dont like him at all. I really never thought that after my uncles funeral 6 or 7 years ago, Id ever see him again. I did. It sucked. He made me cry. His lastname is now Wozniak, it used to be his stepfathers last name. I hate his girl friend, she might as well be a yippy little dog..He called my dad on fathers day, good i guess..it made my dad happy which is all i care about really. im surprised he called i really am. Maybe hes changing after all. Maybe this time he's for real, maybe he doesnt lie anymore. Lets just see when he comes to visit or even when the next time he calls is. my uncle (who i absolutley love to death) says to give him a chance and to be nice to him even if i dont mean it, and i will, only for my uncle.
I hate being fake with people. If i dont like you there has to be a really good reason. Paul has reasonS.
<3 me
I said I hated him with everything I had, and I guess hate isnt exactly the word to use. I basically just dont like him at all. I really never thought that after my uncles funeral 6 or 7 years ago, Id ever see him again. I did. It sucked. He made me cry. His lastname is now Wozniak, it used to be his stepfathers last name. I hate his girl friend, she might as well be a yippy little dog..He called my dad on fathers day, good i guess..it made my dad happy which is all i care about really. im surprised he called i really am. Maybe hes changing after all. Maybe this time he's for real, maybe he doesnt lie anymore. Lets just see when he comes to visit or even when the next time he calls is. my uncle (who i absolutley love to death) says to give him a chance and to be nice to him even if i dont mean it, and i will, only for my uncle.
I hate being fake with people. If i dont like you there has to be a really good reason. Paul has reasonS.
<3 me