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hmm. well i didn't want to write on here again until things got a bit better. everything sorted out and happy etc! i guess that's not reality though, so i'll just post an entry anyway - i think doldrums is sick of my whining! its just my life as it is, no shame..!
i went to a website today that helps people with working out their finances. they have a thing where you can work out your budget. seems after i pay the standard set bills, but not including clothing, shoes, any entertainment (for all of us) or (gasp) cigarettes - and also assuming i might get child support (haHA), i'm still -200 per fortnight. ahaha thats not counting my massive credit card debt! i really never thought i'd be so screwed. or did i? this single parenting thing is for the birds, i tells you. unless you are a full on professional there is no way to get ahead, innit. i've worked fulltime since i was 17 and have zilch (in assets) to show for it. tres annoying. a few people owe me money (not just a little), i've got one of them paying me back but a piddling amount a fortnight, which will just get eaten up. another has just forgotten i guess. i'm too embarassed to ask again. then there's the person who owes me thousands, but will make sure he's never 'able' to pay me back. this all points to me being a sucker ! :D
oh merde, the phone got cut off again on tuesday - elisabeth thought it might be fun to rack up $1200 worth of calls to her bf's mobile (in one month), after i told her not to (due to the previous bill which also caused the phone to be cut off). i am thinking no more phone (although i hope my mobile stays on)..can't pay it anyway.
went to the doc last friday, seems i have pneumonia. silly, i'm sure its just bronchitis. my boss told me to take this week off to recover, but i feel too lazy! i will go back tomorrow. i really like my job, and i don't want to jeapordise it!
i started a painting this week, its the first one since i came back here. its quite crap, but its nice to get the gear out again...
xo
i went to a website today that helps people with working out their finances. they have a thing where you can work out your budget. seems after i pay the standard set bills, but not including clothing, shoes, any entertainment (for all of us) or (gasp) cigarettes - and also assuming i might get child support (haHA), i'm still -200 per fortnight. ahaha thats not counting my massive credit card debt! i really never thought i'd be so screwed. or did i? this single parenting thing is for the birds, i tells you. unless you are a full on professional there is no way to get ahead, innit. i've worked fulltime since i was 17 and have zilch (in assets) to show for it. tres annoying. a few people owe me money (not just a little), i've got one of them paying me back but a piddling amount a fortnight, which will just get eaten up. another has just forgotten i guess. i'm too embarassed to ask again. then there's the person who owes me thousands, but will make sure he's never 'able' to pay me back. this all points to me being a sucker ! :D
oh merde, the phone got cut off again on tuesday - elisabeth thought it might be fun to rack up $1200 worth of calls to her bf's mobile (in one month), after i told her not to (due to the previous bill which also caused the phone to be cut off). i am thinking no more phone (although i hope my mobile stays on)..can't pay it anyway.
went to the doc last friday, seems i have pneumonia. silly, i'm sure its just bronchitis. my boss told me to take this week off to recover, but i feel too lazy! i will go back tomorrow. i really like my job, and i don't want to jeapordise it!
i started a painting this week, its the first one since i came back here. its quite crap, but its nice to get the gear out again...
xo