i am heidi, and this is my heart.

[heidi_girl]

honestly?
portland is hard for me.
everything is harder and i'm telling myself to give it time, and i am, but time is hard too.
it is drizzly here everyday lately, and cold too. i have been drinking an abundance of tea, and this helps temporarily. kara and i went to mabel's cafe and knittery last night to get yarn. the lady there knew everything there was to know about yarn, and she was so helpful and nice. if i knew anything about knitting, i would try very hard to work there.
i am making a red hat, and it is the perfect way to spend these rainy days.
i can't stop listening to stars, old and new; they are just exactly what i need to be hearing right now.
friends from yakima came and we laughed hard into the night and cooked a huge breakfast and it felt good to have the house full of people.
i made a portland zine and am only waiting to copy it before sending it out to you all's.
chances are i will be sending it to you anyways, but please let me know if you would like one, just in case.

when there is nothing left to burn, set yourself on fire.