Jul 09, 2004 10:31
Well..well..well..Last night was very interesting...I found out one of my good "friends" is talkin to some guy ive just been like obbsessed w\ for the past 6 months or so. And the only reason it even hurt me so bad was neither one of them could tell me about it. They just sprung it on me after I had just seen him and KISSED him and thought we were gonna get back together or w\e...OH WELL..and yeah I had to say I wasnt mad because im trying to be nice about it and Im not really mad so much as I am Hurt...I really really feel like ive been stabbed in the back. Oh well whatever it doesnt really matter..it never matters when it comes to me now does it? Nope never..but hey thats ok i've so gotten use to it...I have a sign on my back that says make me fall for you then use me then go for my friend and lie about it and make me cry!!!!!!!! Damn people! ER Gah I would never ever start talkin to a guy I knew my friend really liked especially if she was trying to act like she didnt like him anymore..If your a true friend you would know I still did!
I just couldnt do that and if I did do that I would definitely ask you or tell you about it first...but oh well Im just a good friend like that...But it's all good!