I fell like I'm headed for a break down and I don't know why...
I just feel like everything I knew has vanished. I thought I had good friends that were honest with me and that trusted me...but I guess not(Kevin and Ashley, in that order). I just really can't stand all of the deception any more. My family may be fucked up, but at least they are real not fake people putting on a show and hurting those who care about them. I could say much worse, but I don't want to waste my time. I am moving on...so...I'll try to update when I feel it necessary, but I don't know who would read it anyway. Even Paige isn't who she used to be....I'm just so disappointed in everything.