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Havent been able to focus recently.
I wonder why.
Everything's been so blurry.. I sometimes suspect if I'm in a dream or something.
Perhaps my mind has selfdestructed.. from all that nonsense you've been giving me.
Grrrr. Every single time I decide to hate/dislike you, you just come about flashing your awesome smile and then talking to me as though we're such good friends. Ugh and my heart just flutters like a stupid fangirl.
UGHHHH. WHY CANT YOU JUST STOPPPPPPPPPP. T-T
Well of course a part of me still hopes for some possibility.
Some chance that you'll change your mind and stay here. Stay with me.
But i realised I havent really spoken to you about these sorta serious things. ):
Or more like you dont seem to want to speak about it.
Sigh.
You make giving up on you so difficult.
I hate you. Like honestly.
But I love you too.
ARHHHGHHHGH.
Damn.
I wonder why.
Everything's been so blurry.. I sometimes suspect if I'm in a dream or something.
Perhaps my mind has selfdestructed.. from all that nonsense you've been giving me.
Grrrr. Every single time I decide to hate/dislike you, you just come about flashing your awesome smile and then talking to me as though we're such good friends. Ugh and my heart just flutters like a stupid fangirl.
UGHHHH. WHY CANT YOU JUST STOPPPPPPPPPP. T-T
Well of course a part of me still hopes for some possibility.
Some chance that you'll change your mind and stay here. Stay with me.
But i realised I havent really spoken to you about these sorta serious things. ):
Or more like you dont seem to want to speak about it.
Sigh.
You make giving up on you so difficult.
I hate you. Like honestly.
But I love you too.
ARHHHGHHHGH.
Damn.