I Feel It All.
I realized how important writing everything down is. So many things happened in the past week, I feel as if i can only remember 3.5 of them. I wish I had an actual journal, but I have no money to buy one. I have to save money, so I can't do almost anything this after this weekend. Time to consolidate and appreciate. I also realized that my life is really ridiculous. Too ridiculous if you ask me. Don't get me wrong I love it! But I feel like when it gets too ridiculous and then the madness becomes less and less, my life is boring..I'm in a pickle, if you ask me. I miss being in Santa Cruz. You'll know why if you read the previous entry. I found out that I really dislike when someone texts me and does not spell out the whole word. I just don't like it. Don't ask me why. I would like to change my username on this but I don't think you can. My brother's in NY visiting. Hopefully I'll like it. I miss him, but I'm also being a freshman in college. I know it's not bad, but I can't help but feel it all.