Jan 10, 2005 15:44
Being home was great. Hanging out with everyone again was so much fun, but I did miss USC very much towards the end. It's real good to be back at school, but at USC, I never really feel comfortable enough to truelly be myself liek with the posse back home. I can't really act wholelly liek myself and I dont really have any friends liek me here. It kinda upsets me because before I came here, I always had been looknig for that best friend, someone I could always hang otu with, trust, everything, and I never felt like I had that back home. I come here and relaze i never really had the one best friend like most, but I had a whole group of best friends. I don't have that here at USC and I'm back wondering where alll my best friends are again. It'll be a long 5 months till I get back home...Hopefully I'll meet so sweetass peopel in my new classes, who knows. well that was my monthly update I guess... until feb, ...O yea...its really fucking hott here...like 80's again..its crazy
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