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I thought I was fine all today.
I really did. I even posted about it.
Now I'm just sitting infront of the computer crying. Practically Sobbing. What changed from 1 this afternoon to now 1 this morning?
I guess reality.
Reality that this is going to be so fucking hard to be in love with someone and not have them love you back. Be in the same city as someone you were so far away from for so long, and they don't even want to kiss you. I am so hurt and I don't understand my roller coaster of emotions. One minute I'm on top of the world and so relieved and then the next I'm here.
Help.
I really did. I even posted about it.
Now I'm just sitting infront of the computer crying. Practically Sobbing. What changed from 1 this afternoon to now 1 this morning?
I guess reality.
Reality that this is going to be so fucking hard to be in love with someone and not have them love you back. Be in the same city as someone you were so far away from for so long, and they don't even want to kiss you. I am so hurt and I don't understand my roller coaster of emotions. One minute I'm on top of the world and so relieved and then the next I'm here.
Help.