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What a life.
I hung out with the two people that have been there for me the most in the last year this weekend. I don't know what I would do with out Nicole D'Auria or Monica Putt. They have kept me sane in my freak outs and my insecurities. I have been the one who always gives advice, and this is the time that I am the one who really needs it.
I'm going crazy and being insecure over nothing lately. It's amazing how a simple text message can make me feel a trillion times better and feel ok again. Things will be better, I just need to get out of this place. I am mentally ready to go, but I have responsibilities keeping me here for the next three weeks. Damn are they going to fly. Finishing work, finishing school, finishing packing.
My life will be drastically different in exactly 3 weeks from today.
I never felt really grown up until yesterday. I never felt how I thought I should feel from watching Saved By The Bell. I felt I should be mature and ready for anything. Yes, I work 40 hours a week and go to college, but I still felt 16. Being ready for this move, no matter what happens, and knowing I will be fine made me realize, I'm really growing up. I am stepping in the direction I've needed to go in for a long time.
I will not be able to come to Tucson in August to see the Ballards, because I will be taking 9 days off to go to Hawaii with my mom. The flight is finally booked, and I am going to have an awesome vacation.
I have decided I want to take up photography again. I think my Grama is going to buy me a camera for my birthday so I can really go out and do it. I'm trying to find public darkrooms in Denver that have a semi-decent fee like the U of A. I can't see anything like that yet. I'm really excited, and hope I can stay motivated.
Overall, I'm happy. A little crazy, but happy.
I hung out with the two people that have been there for me the most in the last year this weekend. I don't know what I would do with out Nicole D'Auria or Monica Putt. They have kept me sane in my freak outs and my insecurities. I have been the one who always gives advice, and this is the time that I am the one who really needs it.
I'm going crazy and being insecure over nothing lately. It's amazing how a simple text message can make me feel a trillion times better and feel ok again. Things will be better, I just need to get out of this place. I am mentally ready to go, but I have responsibilities keeping me here for the next three weeks. Damn are they going to fly. Finishing work, finishing school, finishing packing.
My life will be drastically different in exactly 3 weeks from today.
I never felt really grown up until yesterday. I never felt how I thought I should feel from watching Saved By The Bell. I felt I should be mature and ready for anything. Yes, I work 40 hours a week and go to college, but I still felt 16. Being ready for this move, no matter what happens, and knowing I will be fine made me realize, I'm really growing up. I am stepping in the direction I've needed to go in for a long time.
I will not be able to come to Tucson in August to see the Ballards, because I will be taking 9 days off to go to Hawaii with my mom. The flight is finally booked, and I am going to have an awesome vacation.
I have decided I want to take up photography again. I think my Grama is going to buy me a camera for my birthday so I can really go out and do it. I'm trying to find public darkrooms in Denver that have a semi-decent fee like the U of A. I can't see anything like that yet. I'm really excited, and hope I can stay motivated.
Overall, I'm happy. A little crazy, but happy.