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As of late there has been a great upheaval in my life.
Someone I've been closer to than any other, a person I love- who was my best friend, my family, and the most cherished person in my world....came under the assumption that I was someone else.
A person named 'CatYuy' ( [link] ).
They now seem to hate me, loathe me,- more than I believed it possible to abhor another human being. Especially after having such a bond.
I have tried everything. Everything in my power. To not lose the precious companionship I had, but instead salvage it through reason. logic. communication.
Where others would surely resort to anger, defensive tactics and lashing out childishly...I've attempted to speak only and forever out of a place of love and understanding. It's been my aim to do my best to always sympathize with how this misunderstanding is possible and how hurt feelings are completely understood in the wake of it.
But my aims to contact the parties involved have been met with...
Hatred. To a degree I cannot endure. From the person most important to me.
While I receive only apathy, silence and my messages deleted by the person I have been accused of being. The one person who could, with a truly scant amount of their time and correspondence, clear this up.
I've been called a person who makes them 'sick to think they ever believed I was a good human being' and someone who they 'don't want anything to do with'.
All over being a person I am not.
Over something I did not do.
Yet no one cares.
No one cares or wishes to let me prove otherwise. Through Skype. ISP addresses. Photographs. Or meetings. All of which I would give in a heartbeat.
......Have I been such a terrible person that I deserve the most supreme and unyielding hatred of one person I had assumed would always be beside me?
I feel utterly and wholly devastated- beyond all repair.
Someone I've been closer to than any other, a person I love- who was my best friend, my family, and the most cherished person in my world....came under the assumption that I was someone else.
A person named 'CatYuy' ( [link] ).
They now seem to hate me, loathe me,- more than I believed it possible to abhor another human being. Especially after having such a bond.
I have tried everything. Everything in my power. To not lose the precious companionship I had, but instead salvage it through reason. logic. communication.
Where others would surely resort to anger, defensive tactics and lashing out childishly...I've attempted to speak only and forever out of a place of love and understanding. It's been my aim to do my best to always sympathize with how this misunderstanding is possible and how hurt feelings are completely understood in the wake of it.
But my aims to contact the parties involved have been met with...
Hatred. To a degree I cannot endure. From the person most important to me.
While I receive only apathy, silence and my messages deleted by the person I have been accused of being. The one person who could, with a truly scant amount of their time and correspondence, clear this up.
I've been called a person who makes them 'sick to think they ever believed I was a good human being' and someone who they 'don't want anything to do with'.
All over being a person I am not.
Over something I did not do.
Yet no one cares.
No one cares or wishes to let me prove otherwise. Through Skype. ISP addresses. Photographs. Or meetings. All of which I would give in a heartbeat.
......Have I been such a terrible person that I deserve the most supreme and unyielding hatred of one person I had assumed would always be beside me?
I feel utterly and wholly devastated- beyond all repair.