WOOHOO
Well its been some time sence i have posted a real up-date of my life so i am going to try to do it now. I am now officialy dating Megan M. and VERRY happy about it(you really just dont understand no matter how much you think you do). On sunday she told me she loved me and i almost fell down the stairs by the parking lot at her dorm. i dont think i have ever really wanted to hear those words so much in my life. i was so stunned i think that i almost for got to say it back but i might not have. i'm really not to shure, for the most part the rest of that night (sunday) is a blur, i drove home in a semi-daze just surprised and happy beyond belife the whole time (still am really). So all in all that was one of the best weekends of my life. i got to hang out with Megan all weekend (exept fryday she went dancing and i went to Jeffs hockey game) i got to sleep next to her, which may not seem like a huge deal to some of you but after fryday night i got the best sleep i have gotten in a long time, and i realy am talking about sleep. you dont want to get me started on the sex cause OMFG..... yea well we will just leave it at that its OMFG good. cause i dont get to see her again till the weekend and i really dont want to get that on my mind on tuesday night cause that leaves me a long ass time to think about it. OHHH yea i QUITE smoking, 5 days today. its ammazing what truly caring about some one can make you do, or stop doing. i truly didnt think i could feel like this ever. i mean i am not worried about how its going to turn out, i trust her compleatly, which is saying alot cause for the most part i dont trust anyone, only a select 1 before this. i may just be setting myself up for some bad shit in the end, but if this is the climb to the top i would do it with her again and again even if the fall kills me in the end. oh and one last thing i was told to write so i am going to write one of my "poems" at the end instead of a song.
"faces"
I look at all these faces and all i see are masks. how can you be just like everyone else and judge me just because i am diffrent. just because i dont dress like you, act like you or like what you like how does that give you the right to judge me? because it seems that you think it gives you that right. i mean how can you stand there and look at me weird when i know that there is no way you really are the person you are trying to be. maybe its because i am diffrent that i think this but i cant belive that you truly enjoy being this person that you are spending so much time trying to be. i mean look at yourself how much fun can you really be having acting like a monkey at the zoo, monkey see monkey do. ever time i look at the popular crowd all i see is a group of retards that think that to be cool they should do what ever the T.V. tells them to.
"faces"
I look at all these faces and all i see are masks. how can you be just like everyone else and judge me just because i am diffrent. just because i dont dress like you, act like you or like what you like how does that give you the right to judge me? because it seems that you think it gives you that right. i mean how can you stand there and look at me weird when i know that there is no way you really are the person you are trying to be. maybe its because i am diffrent that i think this but i cant belive that you truly enjoy being this person that you are spending so much time trying to be. i mean look at yourself how much fun can you really be having acting like a monkey at the zoo, monkey see monkey do. ever time i look at the popular crowd all i see is a group of retards that think that to be cool they should do what ever the T.V. tells them to.