Jan 10, 2005 22:13
We turn to God for help when our foundations are shaking only to learn that it is God shaking them.
--Charles West
Lately I have just been asking God what his will is...what is this vision he is casting among us? Though I often pray for clarity, he has shown me clarity by being vague, if that makes any sense. I know that in due time, this vision of Gods will be recognized among the people. The ones we see everyday. The ones that don't know God. The ones that do, but don't live it. The ones that do, that do live it. Everyone will recognize.
There is just this tiresome burden on my heart for my friends and family who don't know Christ. I pray and pray and pray until there are no words left, and still...their spiritual wells are empty. Sometimes I wonder what would happen if I went on in my journey without ever coming to know Jesus. I know that he has pursued me, and that I was his from day one. It just took me 15 years to realize that. For my parents...I don't have any idea, it may take 20 more years until they open their ears and hearts. But I do know, whenever they feel Him for real, it will be least expected. And that hope just jumpstarts my soul everyday.
<3 pray on you warriors