bluenight over me

[heela]

its scary being awake and alone with only earphones.
everyones sleeping how would i know if someone had a knife
or something behind my head.
or what if spiders were squeeking at me.

alex had us in her basement tonight and we made noise.
lots of veganbaked things and playingof monopoly.

i guess i dont have school anymore. its fuckingstrange
but good because i never liked it/learned anything anyway.
they pretend the year was like sogreat when they signyearbooks.
coolkids. dont they remember calling us names.

er. we did it too. [guilt] so - nevermind.