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im upset because its the time of the year where i get into a huge depressive mood for a whole month because 5 years ago my dad died and i still act like it happened yesterday
im upset because im an idiot
im upset because i dont think ill ever find anybody who'll love me and ill be alone my whole life
im upset because im a horrible friend and dont deserve most of my friends i have now
im upset because i get really angry over things and sometimes i show it too much sometimes and people have ended up hating me because of it
im upset because i can't cry
im upset because i can never talk to my friends about whats bothering me because i dont want them to feel sorry for me
im upset because im big and want to lose weight but never push myself to do any fucking thing about it
im upset that people dont even give me a chance sometimes because prejudge me and only look on whats on the outside
im upset because i get upset at petty things.
im upset because i hate feeling this way.
and now im going to disable comments ....as far as im concerned you can pretend you never read it and everythings fine ..... i do it every day (pretend i dont feel this way and pretend everythings fine)
email me if you really have something to say about it.
im upset because im an idiot
im upset because i dont think ill ever find anybody who'll love me and ill be alone my whole life
im upset because im a horrible friend and dont deserve most of my friends i have now
im upset because i get really angry over things and sometimes i show it too much sometimes and people have ended up hating me because of it
im upset because i can't cry
im upset because i can never talk to my friends about whats bothering me because i dont want them to feel sorry for me
im upset because im big and want to lose weight but never push myself to do any fucking thing about it
im upset that people dont even give me a chance sometimes because prejudge me and only look on whats on the outside
im upset because i get upset at petty things.
im upset because i hate feeling this way.
and now im going to disable comments ....as far as im concerned you can pretend you never read it and everythings fine ..... i do it every day (pretend i dont feel this way and pretend everythings fine)
email me if you really have something to say about it.