It's been a while..old friend.
I deleted my facebook. I don't go out ever, unless it's to work or the gym. I have no desire to see anyone and the people I do wanna see, don't exist anymore. I feel like I'm in a rut. I feel like I do deserve it, for having a fickle heart all these years. Though, I know I cannot control that I simply do not know what I want. I can control the feelings I have hurt and the hearts I have broken. Though no one probably reads this thing anymore...I'm sorry. I'm sorry to my family, my friends, and all the strangers I have hurt. I deserve to suffer.