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hey guys .. havent updated in a while .. so here you go now your lives can be complete .. i just came bak from drivin around w amanda and amanda .. yes three amandas in a vechile .. watch out now .. and amanda farella was drolling ova my cuzzin .. BAD AMANDA!! NO!!! ILL KILL YOU!!! nothin much has been happenin lately .. well actually alot but the fact that nothin seems important enuff to talk bout is scarin me .. among other things .. well i recently lost a cuzzin to heroin .. RIP Benny .. i guess 26 was your number man .. well certain people ((i wont make it singular, too personal)) around me are startin to scare me .. at first i was just frustrated with situations but now i seem to worry more and more as the severity of the situation becomes more apparent .. sometyms i think i cant speak up cuz everythin is such a daze as if i actually forget .. i unno its weird .. sometyms i feel lyk im losin my mind ((probably forgot it in my car with the rest of my crap of lyf)) but since other peoples problems are so much more out there and everyone tends to them cuz its such a common obstical theyre overlooking .. no forgetting wats beneath their faces .. its okay im strong i can get through shit my damned self .. lol .. i hope .. so yea i get to play hamlet in the shakespeare festival .. wahoo .. me and my girl barbara did an awesome fight scene .. we were gettin into it and shit .. its gona be great .. except im doing makeup for four scenes .. directing two and acting in two .. grr i take so much apon myself .. keeps me distracted .. proms comin up .. graduating soon .. oh yea i was excepted to westchester in the visual arts program!! yay im still waiting to hear from purchase and a few cuny skools .. but thats wat i get for sendin my shit so damn late .. oh well fate can fuck amanda in the ass!! YAY!!