today sux just lyk yesterday .. rite now ima bout to start slaving away for hours to conjure the perfect way to create beauty from divine inspiration only to find that no1 understands it leaving me feeling demeaned, belittled, pathetic & ultimately misunderstood .. ((yea im painting shitheads)).. i found somethin a few days ago .. maybe you whores will be interested ..
"But some day, in a stronger age than this decaying, self-doubting present, he must yet come to us, the redeeming man of great love and contempt, the creative spirit whose compelling strength will not let him rest in any aloofness or any beyond, whose isolation is misunderstood by the people as if it were flight from reality-while it is only his absorption, immersion, penetration into reality, so that, when he one day emerges again into the light, he may bring home the redemption of this reality: its redemption from the curse that the hitherto reigning ideal has laid upon it. This man of the future, who will redeem us not only from the hitherto reigning ideal but also from that which was bound to grow out of it, the great nausea, the will to nothingness, nihilism; this bell-stroke of noon and of the great decision that liberates the will again and restores its goal to the earth and his hope to man; this Antichrist and antinihilist; this victor over God and nothingness-he must come one day." - Nietzsche
.. yea go ponder wat that means while your listening to your crappy music and ritualistically watching your idiotic tv shows .. dont get too confused now .. look at this friggin site ..
http://www.punkerslut.com/articles/reformisinthehandsoftheantichrist.html .. im not sayin ima antichrist or im going to go kill you all no matter how tempting it sounds .. but i just lyk to think about it sometyms .. you kno .. later fuckers ..