Where to start!
The last few months have been a whirlwind! Living with Ingo is the best decision I´ve made for a very long time. It´s been pretty hard sometimes. He can be a grumpy old bugger. So can I. We´re both so used to doing things our way that we can drive eachother completely nuts. If it had been anyone else I would have bailed weeks ago. But there is so much that is fantastic about this. So much in him I love and respect that we will get past the space issue.
He is the most giving person I have ever met. He treats me in a way I have never been treated before. It´s kinda hard to get used to, I´m just not used to it but every single day he does something so incredibly thoughtful and lovely it blows me away.
I had to have a wisdom tooth taken out yesterday. He drove me to the dentist, came in with me as the dentist didn´t speak English and my spanish isn´t up to the intricacies of teeth just yet! I felt terrible when we got back so after work he brought painkillers etc. Today I still am in loads of pain so he took my bass to Malaga for me to get set up. While he was there he bought me the most gorgeous pair of shoes... the list goes on and on. I really feel priveliged to be with this amazing man and it´s my biggest wish to make him the happiest man on the planet.
We share so many of the same ideas about life, how we want to live, what we want to do that it´s quite scary sometimes. In fact the whole thing is scary. When something is too good to be true, you sometimes think it probably is. But this is for real. I just have to keep pinching myself to remind myself of that.
So tonight I´ll have a fully functional bass!!! It´s gorgeous. A german 5 string. So look out world. The bass playing bird is back! The next year going to be insane. My job is incredibly stressful. I basically have to rebuild a whole department with no input at all. In some ways that´s incredibly exciting cos I can make it my own, but I feel like I´m on trial. Which I am! But I work best under pressure. The money is great, and will give us the opportunity to save up and do what we want to do. So with the job and the practice I need to do to get myself back up to kick ass bass standards it´s going to be manic. But it´s all doable cos I can see exactly where it will lead so it´s worth putting up with indecicive headmaster, fuckwits on the board, chavvy little rich brats etc etc. Oh and having to look at fucking Burberry hairbands/schoolbags every day (why??!!!)
So in general life is fucking great.
He is the most giving person I have ever met. He treats me in a way I have never been treated before. It´s kinda hard to get used to, I´m just not used to it but every single day he does something so incredibly thoughtful and lovely it blows me away.
I had to have a wisdom tooth taken out yesterday. He drove me to the dentist, came in with me as the dentist didn´t speak English and my spanish isn´t up to the intricacies of teeth just yet! I felt terrible when we got back so after work he brought painkillers etc. Today I still am in loads of pain so he took my bass to Malaga for me to get set up. While he was there he bought me the most gorgeous pair of shoes... the list goes on and on. I really feel priveliged to be with this amazing man and it´s my biggest wish to make him the happiest man on the planet.
We share so many of the same ideas about life, how we want to live, what we want to do that it´s quite scary sometimes. In fact the whole thing is scary. When something is too good to be true, you sometimes think it probably is. But this is for real. I just have to keep pinching myself to remind myself of that.
So tonight I´ll have a fully functional bass!!! It´s gorgeous. A german 5 string. So look out world. The bass playing bird is back! The next year going to be insane. My job is incredibly stressful. I basically have to rebuild a whole department with no input at all. In some ways that´s incredibly exciting cos I can make it my own, but I feel like I´m on trial. Which I am! But I work best under pressure. The money is great, and will give us the opportunity to save up and do what we want to do. So with the job and the practice I need to do to get myself back up to kick ass bass standards it´s going to be manic. But it´s all doable cos I can see exactly where it will lead so it´s worth putting up with indecicive headmaster, fuckwits on the board, chavvy little rich brats etc etc. Oh and having to look at fucking Burberry hairbands/schoolbags every day (why??!!!)
So in general life is fucking great.