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[hedna]

theres something seriously wrong with me. i feel really wierd and everything i say turns out wrong with everyone. im so stupid i dont know why im like this. i say something and ppl take it the wrong way and it ends up getting me mad cuz its my fault. id rather not talk anymore or start a convo. cuz if i do it doesnt work out! i wish i could just take back everything iv ever said that was bad. but i cant. and it sux. i feel like and idiot and i dont really want to talk to anyone for a while. great!! now im crying. typical me. just start crying to make it go away but its not gonna work this time. im crying and it wont help. i think its about skool. i dont want it to end but it has to but if i could change that believe me, i would. :sigh: i dont know wut to do im just gonna be here online for a while and then cry myself to sleep later. man that sounds so retarded but idk thats me. i guess im stupid for bein like this but wutever if im stupid then let me be stupid. man i wish i could just idk be away for a long time but then again i dont idk thats another stupid thing. u know wut im just gonna stop cuz everything i say is retarded and dumb so idk im gonna go. laterz
oh and to the special person who talked to me while i was bein like this, thanks alot it ment so much! luv ya