HI
Well im bored at work so i figured i might as well make this my first entry... well im new at this so be patient.... well me and my boyfriend have been fighting alot... and i dont know what to do about it.... i swear... but yet i dont know what i would do withought him either... them by best friend decides to be a bitch and well we dont talk to her anymore... she said that me and sammy (my other best friend) broke her and her b/f up well oh well im sick of all the drama so i said forget you.. i thought i left all the drama behind when i left high school...... guess not. It fallows you every where!!! I cant wait till spring break!!!!! Me, Keven, Nikki and ricky are all going down to gulf shores!!!! Yeay i cant wait....... it will be so much fun... away from all the drama and all the school and all the shit!!! Well school really sucks.... it keeps me busy all the time.... between that and a full time job i have no life.... i barly haev time to see my keven.... maybe that is why we fight all the time.
I feel so bad because i get mad at him.. lke last night we fought forever... grrr its so frustrating.... we always fight over money,.... i told him i dont ever want to talk about money with him again.. yeah like that is going to happen... so i dont know what im going to do... i know that i have to tlak to him about it- but it jsut makes me sooo mad. He dosent understand.. here i am saving al my money so we can get married and have a honeymoon adn he is giving all his money to his parents... i know he says that he ows them but my god... every time they ask for money he gives it to them.... its so frustrating.. i was like well when we get married are you still going to give them money.. adn he got all defensive adn shit... its like i can never say anything bad about his family.. we have been together for 2 years now. He knows that i love his family... and ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh that is all i want to do is scream!!!!! well i know i love him so somehow im going to have to make it work... i said maybe we should sit down and talk but all we will do is fight i know it.. .oh well i guess life goes on and somewhere down the line i am going to have to compromise... but i dont know what to think... oh well maybe tomorrow will be better!!!!
I feel so bad because i get mad at him.. lke last night we fought forever... grrr its so frustrating.... we always fight over money,.... i told him i dont ever want to talk about money with him again.. yeah like that is going to happen... so i dont know what im going to do... i know that i have to tlak to him about it- but it jsut makes me sooo mad. He dosent understand.. here i am saving al my money so we can get married and have a honeymoon adn he is giving all his money to his parents... i know he says that he ows them but my god... every time they ask for money he gives it to them.... its so frustrating.. i was like well when we get married are you still going to give them money.. adn he got all defensive adn shit... its like i can never say anything bad about his family.. we have been together for 2 years now. He knows that i love his family... and ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh that is all i want to do is scream!!!!! well i know i love him so somehow im going to have to make it work... i said maybe we should sit down and talk but all we will do is fight i know it.. .oh well i guess life goes on and somewhere down the line i am going to have to compromise... but i dont know what to think... oh well maybe tomorrow will be better!!!!