Vey sad!!!
Ok well i have no clue what to do....I have the greatest b/f in the whole world. Its just sometimes i feel like i don't make him happy and that hurts me more than anything in the world. I have never had somebody mean sooooo much to me. He is my everything and all i want to do is make him happy. It just seems like lately all we do is fight. And i hate it. It sucks so bad. I just love him so much and i want him to be the happiest person alive. He means the world to me. He is always there for me and i would never ever leave him for anything or anybody else. I love him way to much. Every time i see him it is like my heart skips a beat. I just want to be with him and hold him.... i want to go back to when we never fought. But like my best friend sammy said... the greatest of couples fight. I love him so much and im so scared that i am going to loose him to something stupid. I just don't know what i would ever do without him. He has always been the greatest to me. He makes me laugh when i am sad, and buys me whatever i want.... and he loves me and holds me when i feel like nobody cares about me.. he does and he always cares and is always there.... he even has nicknames for me that just crack me up and i love them!!!! We have been together for 2 years... well it will be feb 14th..... i just love him soooooo much. And i want to be there for him and treat him the way he treats me. I just feel like i don't do that. I just want him to be happy. I have never cared more for anybody in my entire life. and i just want him to be happy!!!!!
On other news i got a ticket.... for fucking speeding....... the cop was a complete ass... i couldn't believe it. I tried to pull over out of the way and he thought i was trying to run away or something..... i just cant get away from all the bad luck!!! it just keeps following me everywhere.... And now i have to pay my own insurance and it is like 200 dollars along with my 200 dollar car payment.. so my life is shit right now..... i'm just sooo pissed......oh well maybe tomorrow will be better.................... Love always Heather
( and i love it when he protects me)
On other news i got a ticket.... for fucking speeding....... the cop was a complete ass... i couldn't believe it. I tried to pull over out of the way and he thought i was trying to run away or something..... i just cant get away from all the bad luck!!! it just keeps following me everywhere.... And now i have to pay my own insurance and it is like 200 dollars along with my 200 dollar car payment.. so my life is shit right now..... i'm just sooo pissed......oh well maybe tomorrow will be better.................... Love always Heather
( and i love it when he protects me)