Some Times You Just Have To Get A Reality Check...!
Today Im going to write about me on a more personal level... And if ya really know me, you know it takes awhile for me to open up... SOOOO Here it goes...
Lately.. well more like a couple months now I haven't really felt like myself... It seems I have an alternate ego lol... I have been going through this bout of trying to figure out what is going on with me... I have just been gettin real uptight and emotional and I just figured it was stress... Well yea stress Im a student and now I have a job who needs me whenever im not at work plus all the house work to keep up and the boyfriend I want to keep happy....Well I have been giving it time to set in. Wow i've had time and I know I shouldnt be so confused about who I am... So I did a lil research. So heres my diagnosis for myself... Do ya remember when I had my minor surgery??? Well if ya dont know about it its okay it was a couple months ago well the good ole DR. put me on this new med. This pill was the answer to all my question however it is now the answer to my new question of "Whats wrong with Heather?" I read up on this pill and it has like 2 pages worth of side effects and I had like 3 of 'em which one was a mood disorder. WELL HELLLO theres why I have been such a bitty to my rents and the sweetest boyfriend in the world... I thought I was havin an identity crisis or sumthin! It was really scarin me and just until 2 nights ago did it get really serious... So I called my Dr's office and the nurse had the guts to say " Ive never heard of mood disorders" are you callin yourself a nurse??? I read the pamplet it says it clearly in black in white... Does she honestly think I would call her up an tell her a lie? mmm I wouldnt lie about my health specially if its effecting others around me....
Sooo needless to say I quit takin the med so we will see if I should jus go on to med school since I am soo good at predicting my medical problems haha... So all of you "nurses to be" don't be like this clueless nurse and doubt your patient... Take your time to look it up and try to help... Enuff of bein on my soap box!!!
I have had a whole week of freedom the Rents went on a vacation w/o me.. HOW sweeeet =)! So last weekend I had an absolute blast! I had 2 get togethers... The 1st went a lil better than the 2nd... Saturdays get together became a lil boring nobody wanted to play drinkin games and they were too worried about how they looked that they wouldnt have a good time.... So I think ill stick to hangin out with less superficial ppl who know how to have a good time even when you're not drinkin! So even tho I had all this freedom it wasnt all that fun... During the week I was all alone cuz Jonathan was workin and still is workin outta town and everyone else has lives... So if I ever move out Ill be sure to have a roomy or at least many many pets to keep me occupied lol.... So this has basically been my week of freedom... 2 get togethers and the rest of the time crammin for test and goin to work and school... Whoopie its sooo exciting haha... well thats me! gotta love it =).... I hope everyone has been doin well... Luv ya! HEATHER!