giving up
This college atmosphere just doesn't do it for me...I have no focus or direction...I thrived off focus and direction in highschool...the lack of it just doesn't seem to bother me anymore...I dunno...in highschool I just went with the flow and let things work themselves out...usually for the better...maybe thats whats going to have to happen here too...I was happy then and I am happy now but its so very very different...OC TONIGHT!