I just want to dissapear...
OK I don't care who you're fighting with...you don't try to divide people. I don't care how close you think you are to a person...why is it that people seem to have to piss someone off...they can't just be happy. Are we not in college? How second grade is "You know if you weren't such a bitch you might actually have some friends" As far as I'm concerned I have friends where I need them to be...well maybe I don't considering this is the second time I've heard this in the past two days...maybe I just don't fit in here...maybe I'm the one that needs to leave. It seems to me that I'm in the middle of every problem thats originated between any two of my so called friends since I got here...maybe everything would be better if i just up and left...dissapeared beacause i'm so tired of the trivial bullshit...i'm not even safe in my own room because everyone loves my roomate...i'm so inadequate...could it be that everyone talks behind my back like they do about other people...whenever i walk into a room they just wish I would leave? If that was the case I wish someone would just tell me...I pride myself on being honest...maybe that does make me a bitch. I just don't know what to think anymore...