May 28, 2003 11:31
I decided to go through a live journal post in my friends list. I have a lotta friends woo hoo, I already have 2 in 2 days, if I can keep this up I'll have 365 of them just in a year... I wish life was that straight and math logical. No! I tell you what life is, it's chaos, there are no formulas, no functions that return the same result every time they're run with same parameters. Anyways, here's how it goes>>>>
"There's just so little one person can offer that would make me truly happy. Not money, not cars, maybe bass guitars will do the trick. .... Just be loved b the ones close to me. In fact that would make me happy too."
This is wrong.It's not so little what you're asking for. You wish it was money and cars, that's easier than getting love. Love is not something little that people offer to each other. In fact not many people offer it to many people at all. It shouldn't be other's love that will make you feel good. It's what you have accomplished for yourself that shall make one happy. That's when you feel good, when you accomplish something for yourself. And that's when love comes. It's more likely to be loved when you are a character that's accomplishing things. If you sit home and whine about not being loved, it won't come to you. Live your own life and let it go, and it'll come back to you. Live for your own self, love yourself and that'll make you feel good, and once you're peaceful inside you'll give a chance for other people to love you too. And if you're lucky, you get laid too :)
"You know, love someone you can actually have an intimate relationship with, .... i have experience sex and i have loved someone, but i never have both. it sucks. im tired of having one nights stands with people."
The point is, bitchin about not finding the true person to love and fuck before you even get 21 doesn't make any sense at all. I was 22 and I haven't had sex at all, and had only kissed 3 girls so far. You are talkin about gettin sick of one night stands. You will be looking back and missing those days buddy, you think it's too late to find the right person, I say it's not even the right time to do so. For what you have said and not appreciated what you've got, you deserve a curse for NO NOOKIE FOR THE NEXT 5 YEARS!!!! It all comes to you, just remember.... Sometimes you gotta let it goooooooooooo.....