May 03, 2006 14:19
so i asked her today. :) i was so nevrous about it and i dont know why. i guess its cause i really like her. just thinking about her gives me butterflies. this has never happened to me before and as much as it scares me, it excites me. i am really falling for her, and i love it. i love the fact that she is a romantic type, it helps cause i know that what i would like, shell like too. :) it helps a lot.
on a another note, kt was pissing me off today. she would leave me and mandy alone. before 6th period started she just randomly walked up to and told me how happy she was for me... wtf mate. i glad shes happy and all, but come on! give me a break! i realized that i was way over her today, in the morning she was just bugging. she wouldnt stop messing with me before school. i was looking at my phone cause someone texted me and she stands on the bench behind me and starts taping on my sholders and messing with my hair. wft mate. she was buggin'. my wife says that its cause shes jelous that i dont care about her anymore, and i said "well if shes gonna be jelous about anything, it should be that mandy is was more attractive that she is!" haha! it was funny.
anyways, back to the first note,
i really really like mandy! shes wild, but calm at the same time. its amazing. i love being around her and i love being with her. she makes me laugh, she makes me happy, she makes me blush, she makes me smile, she makes me have butterflies just randomly cause im thinking about her.
and now i have part of this song stuck in my head,
"she said yes
and i said wow
and she said when
and i said how about right now
love cant wait
then i asked if she believed in fate
she said yes"
dont know why, i just do. its been stuck in my head since this morning. :)
Love,
~Stacy~