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Minnesota sucks, and Wisconsin is cold as fuck. I have no idea what i'm doing in this god forsaken town. I got to get out of here, i swear to christ this town will be the death of me. I used to think that I was so strong and I had all these answers but I realize that I was just getting asked all the easy questions at the time. If I've learned anything from being up here it's to hold onto your friends and to those who really care about you. I know that no one in this town except maybe 3 people truly care about me. I think alot of it has to do with people being jealous or people being scared. Most people honestly, are going no where in this town. They will end up lost at 25 and wondering why the college years were the best of their lives. The college years were the best of their lives cause they suck at life. I don't know anymore. I know that I haven't fealt this way in a long time. What am i going to do next year? Where am I going? Two things hurt me: 1) that I have no idea what I am going to do 2) that you hate me and we don't talk anymore cause your boyfriend hates me.
'And i've been thinking that i've been drinking and it doesn't get me anywhere.'
'And i've been thinking that i've been drinking and it doesn't get me anywhere.'