I love lamp...
I'm home.
What to say about home.
1) Whenever I come home we have something NEW. I don't know if it's the empty-nest syndrome but not only did my parents install a new deck and get new wood lawn chairs and table,...they got a new dog, named Thomas (german shepard), and a new flat screen mini tv for the kitchen and a new cabinet for my mom's china....it's hot, I'm just waiting til' we get a pool...
2) Over breaks I got REALLY annoyed w/ my parents. Now there is a new appreciation. I hate them for making me do HoneyRock this summer but I trust them and granted I'm bitter, I still love them. I guess I can't complain, I've got it good.
3) I'm 8 hours away from my bebe. I miss him so effing much. I am wearing his ring his mommy gave him and I look @ it everytime I'm mad b/c I pick at my nails when I'm pissed and I look at it when I type or when I wash my hands, do my hair, or just want to think about him, which is quite frequently. 105 days apart. I know it's going to make our relationship stronger and I know there is going to be a point where it won't be so agonizing but at this point, thinking of him leaves me empty and to more tears. I tell you what...going into freshman year I definitely wasn't looking for anyone and that kid just knocked me off my feet. Love strikes at beautiful times. (I love you baby :) )
4) Being home means no work, which for Leslie means,...an uneasy lazy feeling. I HATE feeling like this, after a while I just want to motivate my brain to be active. I guess it'll be good that I'm taking 14 hours this summer.
5) HoneyRock. I leave Saturday early in the morning and return Aug 8. Granted my cousin is getting married and I'm coming home then but I think it's at the end of July; that is close to when I come home anyway so that doesn't really matter. I am taking Stats for Psych, Abnormal Psych, hopefully New Testament, and another 2 credit class for 14 hours. I heard the more hours I take the less couseling I have to do which is the only thing that really pisses me off. If I wanted to be an effing camp counselor I would've gone to Spring Hill. Well anyway, it's a 10 hour drive, I'll be 15 min from my sister and her house, her husband works for HoneyRock, I'll have my car there, and hopefully i will meet up with Adam sometime over the summer. That would make it easier.
6) Money- $100 allowance/week while I'm @ HoneyRock. Since my parents are forcing me to do this when I really wanted to work this summer they felt bad I wouldn't make much cash so my dad offered to give me an allowance. This week I will have to work my butt off though so I can buy a car adaptor for my iPod and make some extra cash before my first week there...
Do I realy have much to be anxious about while being gone for 12 weeks...no not really. I guess I am just sick of being away from my friends I just want to be home and thought I would be but given no decision made me very upset and somewhat...well shocked.
I'm off to catch up on all the Alias episodes I missed,...aka the WHOLE season- it's going to be a busy week ;)
What to say about home.
1) Whenever I come home we have something NEW. I don't know if it's the empty-nest syndrome but not only did my parents install a new deck and get new wood lawn chairs and table,...they got a new dog, named Thomas (german shepard), and a new flat screen mini tv for the kitchen and a new cabinet for my mom's china....it's hot, I'm just waiting til' we get a pool...
2) Over breaks I got REALLY annoyed w/ my parents. Now there is a new appreciation. I hate them for making me do HoneyRock this summer but I trust them and granted I'm bitter, I still love them. I guess I can't complain, I've got it good.
3) I'm 8 hours away from my bebe. I miss him so effing much. I am wearing his ring his mommy gave him and I look @ it everytime I'm mad b/c I pick at my nails when I'm pissed and I look at it when I type or when I wash my hands, do my hair, or just want to think about him, which is quite frequently. 105 days apart. I know it's going to make our relationship stronger and I know there is going to be a point where it won't be so agonizing but at this point, thinking of him leaves me empty and to more tears. I tell you what...going into freshman year I definitely wasn't looking for anyone and that kid just knocked me off my feet. Love strikes at beautiful times. (I love you baby :) )
4) Being home means no work, which for Leslie means,...an uneasy lazy feeling. I HATE feeling like this, after a while I just want to motivate my brain to be active. I guess it'll be good that I'm taking 14 hours this summer.
5) HoneyRock. I leave Saturday early in the morning and return Aug 8. Granted my cousin is getting married and I'm coming home then but I think it's at the end of July; that is close to when I come home anyway so that doesn't really matter. I am taking Stats for Psych, Abnormal Psych, hopefully New Testament, and another 2 credit class for 14 hours. I heard the more hours I take the less couseling I have to do which is the only thing that really pisses me off. If I wanted to be an effing camp counselor I would've gone to Spring Hill. Well anyway, it's a 10 hour drive, I'll be 15 min from my sister and her house, her husband works for HoneyRock, I'll have my car there, and hopefully i will meet up with Adam sometime over the summer. That would make it easier.
6) Money- $100 allowance/week while I'm @ HoneyRock. Since my parents are forcing me to do this when I really wanted to work this summer they felt bad I wouldn't make much cash so my dad offered to give me an allowance. This week I will have to work my butt off though so I can buy a car adaptor for my iPod and make some extra cash before my first week there...
Do I realy have much to be anxious about while being gone for 12 weeks...no not really. I guess I am just sick of being away from my friends I just want to be home and thought I would be but given no decision made me very upset and somewhat...well shocked.
I'm off to catch up on all the Alias episodes I missed,...aka the WHOLE season- it's going to be a busy week ;)