Revelations
So I decided to acknowledge my negative aspects and this is what I came up with…
I act like a bitch
I let things offend me too easily
Get angered easily
Have little temperance
Have little self restraint but that’s who I am.
I care too much and take seriously the littlest things
I am very serious
I am high maintenance
Hate being proved wrong
Have reoccurring mood swings
Hold grudges that last for years
Take everything to heart
And get pissed when things don’t go my way.
I have a mental disorder that is undiagnosed
I suffer from personality disorder
And am Bi Polar
I don’t know when to let things go and am very brutal at times.
I find ways to hurt those who hurt me and enjoy it.
I am evil
Get sarcastic and rude when annoyed,
GET ANNOYED VERY EASILY.
Very loud and emotional
I am too emotional
Have low self esteem that’s embarrassing
Suffer from A.D.D
I am very complex and hard to please
According to Aidan I am haughty as well as spoiled.
I’m psychotic.
That’s all the main things I could think of. Please do tell me if I’ve forgotten any things that should be on here. So today was basically an overall good day. One of my teachers decided to come to school today after she was absent yesterday and almost everyone was absent today! The worst part was that she’s the only one who assigned homework. Sucks. We’re close to CHRISTMAS!!! My favorite time of the year. The joy of Christmas, the only time I am truly happy. Well an update on my so called social life. So yes I am obsessed with you know who. I am actually proud of this it means I have moved on. And since I ran out of things to say I’m making another list...
My Good qualities
I am not a snob.
I am not a complete bitch.
I am caring
I am not selfish.
I have good morals.
I am not 100% evil unlike some people I know.
I am nice if you are nice to me.
I don’t go around picking fights.
I give respect to gain respect.
I am serious but I do joke around too.
I am crazy in a good way.
And I always put others before I think of myself.
Well these are the basic qualities I can think of that I do have. And since I ran out of things to say I guess I’ll end it here. WoW I have more negative qualities than good. What a shame. I’m not a bad person though; I am damn sure about that.(I hope this made sense…
Now here's a little treat this is something I wrote during homeroom. Enjoy!
You left me when I was most vulnerable
You tried to pick me back up but you were too late.
You’ve done enough damage
So why do you keep coming back?
It’s funny how your conscience wont let you live without remorse.
You’re too late now.
I picked myself up and continued.
I kept hoping things would be the way they were
For a while I was delusional,
Hoping this was all a dream
But it wasn’t.
I fell and the ground broke my fall.
That’s when I learned you weren’t worth it.
Too bad the heart doesn’t do what the mind wants it to do.
I suffered.
You never showed up,
Until it was too late.
Was I supposed to wait forever?
Wait until you made up your mind and decided you wanted me back?
Too bad you’re too late.
And even if you were early I wouldn’t have had you,
Because it’s too late to undo the damage you’ve done
And it’s too late to convince me you love me.
Gee o_O