Oct 17, 2005 21:21
Well I'm going to try and make this short. (Please excuse any misspellings)... Well nothing went on during the weekend I just saw my family. It was great catching up. LOL. Anyways sunday my cd player died because it fell in sewer water. The things I do for my cd player. It was my mother fault, I don't care what she says it was her fault. Today I got up on the wrong start. I'm just hating these routine. Maybe I need to go out get drunk get a tattoo and wake up with a major hang over. I need something out of the ordinary. I feel my most suicidal when things are in a predicatable patter. Yes I know I need help. Today I was being bitchy but in the words of Aidan "When am I not?" I don't know I'm very irritable these days so be on the lookout. School pisses me off due to the fact that it's full of phonies. So in my dumbass school we have to do this thing called CAPSTONE in order to graduate. Everyone hates CAPSTONE it's a waste of time, actually it's not but it's unfair of my school to enforce it and base all your hard work on that. The stupid kids in my class claim they are "concerned" with their work. They were urging teachers to give us those damned CAPSTONE booklets. That really ticks me off because that is only more work for students like me who actually do their work. Not only is it more stressing but it counts as your assignment and homework apart from the actually work assigned to the classes you have. So basically it's more work for you. I do not like work. Especially work that I'm not even going to use in the future. And it further crosses me that their stupid actions would cause us to get stressed at a time when we don't need any of it. Winter Holidays are coming soon (well thats how I look at it) and this means that we will be working during that vacation because of CAPSTONE and their need to get ahead of themselves. See they always talk and do stuff but their actions comes and kicks everyone in the ass. I do not like being kicked in the ass especially for something I did not ask for in the first place. I swear...*breathing exercises*...It's all good. Because when they start complaining I'm going to tell them "Told ya so". Well thats really all for now. Until Tedious Tuesday I am Gee signing off.
~*Gee*~
P.S. Aidan said her friends got "$500-$600" rings. lol. I wasn't included in that. My ring ranged from $600-$700. Sad because I didn't even get all I wanted. Which I'm starting to regret some of the things I ordered. Maybe I should have gotten a bigger ring size. Damn it.