"Resentment is like drinking poison and then hoping it will kill your enemies."
I try so hard not to be bitter about things, and to be happy instead, but it's so difficult. In any case, I've decided to just accept my own feelings and not think about whether whatever I'm feeling is justified, or whether I deserve to be happy/angry/sad. If I'm happy/angry/sad, then I just am. And if that's a reflection of me as a person, then okay I'm probably horrible and have to simply work harder on becoming a better person.
I had plans to tell someone my side of the story coz I thought that if only 1 person were to know the whole picture then I'd feel slightly better and won't feel like I've been misrepresented or anything. But life has its own plans and I couldn't say anything in the end. Maybe it was a sign.
Really beginning to hate the person I'm becoming, and the way I've been slowly losing faith in things/people/life.
All is not bleak though. I love my work and the people at work.
Nonetheless life is hard.
I had plans to tell someone my side of the story coz I thought that if only 1 person were to know the whole picture then I'd feel slightly better and won't feel like I've been misrepresented or anything. But life has its own plans and I couldn't say anything in the end. Maybe it was a sign.
Really beginning to hate the person I'm becoming, and the way I've been slowly losing faith in things/people/life.
All is not bleak though. I love my work and the people at work.
Nonetheless life is hard.