wouldn't it be nice?

[hecka_becca]

i'd like to be able to go out for some drinks and dancing without blacking out. i'd like to remember why my phone is water damaged and justify why i'm scouring craigslist for a decent replacement. i'd like to be able to stand being in my room long enough to get things squared away and sort dirty things from the clean. i'd like to have a codeine or two in my belly to kill this horrendous headache, but i swallowed my last two for recreational purposes. i'd like to not go to work in two hours, but i'm overly impoverished and need a new phone. i'd like to have food in my kitchen, but i can never manage eat anything before the majority of it goes bad, and i hate wasting. i'd like to wear my p.j.s for the rest of the day and not feel like a dirtbag.

i'd like to think that all the little things aren't so bad because i'm actually happy. completely enamored. hopeful again. and it is nice.