A YeWon Fic,, 'Love that is forbidden by God' Part 3

[hecate0o]

A Super Junior Fan Fiction

by hecate0o

especially for

you…

Love that is forbidden by God

Rated: PG-13

Disclaimer: I do not own Super Junior,, of course… They belong to themselves or… SM Entertainment

Pair: Yewon

Genre: Angst. AU fic. A bit fluff?

Author’s note: this is part one, I think… I will try to write the next chapter

Summary: he was the cursed child,, her parents and sister were died and  he saw the reaper who took their souls,, had a heart disorder,, and he fell in love with that reaper…

A very nice day for outing, indeed.

His feet subconsciously take him to his favorite park. His eyes wandered to the innocent blue sky. The sky looked very cheerful and know nothing about the harshness of reality. His hands danced in motion with his legs.

He sat at his usual bench while staring the sky. The sun winked at him and the wind tickled his body. This was a rare peaceful day. He thought how long he hadn’t had a day filled of nothing. As long as he remember, his day was full of his reaper.


He hoped he won’t meet him today. That awful dream had taken all of his energy. But he missed him, too. It was complicated.

The park was painted by bright colors. Children was playing happily. Yesung felt happiness permeating his heart by just watching them. He saw a boy and what seems like his older sister were bickering.

This brought memories.

He remember he liked to follow his sister anywhere to the extend that his sister was annoyed by his presence. In the past, his mother and sister meant world to him. He rarely saw his dad because of work. But he loved him, too. That little family owned nothing, almost poor but he found happiness there.

The older girl now shouted violently to the younger boy. Yesung saw tis and about to help the boy. He must advice the girl, if not maybe it will bring regret in the future. They were resembling his sister and him in his childhood.

Then, the wind blew roughly, giving a bad vibe.

The boy started coughing and the girl stopped yelling. She hugged him in scare and patted his back like encourage him to calm down. Yesung heard thousands apologies came from the girl’s mouth. He became more anxious. He ran to them.

“What happened?” He asked the girl while offering his hand for help. Yesung had experienced with this kind symptom.  He always took care of his sickly cousin, Ryeowook, when he still alive. “Let oppa help you. Give him to me and  call your parent!”

The girl reluctantly gave him to Yesung. Her eyes were glistened by tears. She wiped it then took cell phone from her pocket. She stared at it like it would explode.

“Sungmin, he…, he’s not my brother. He’s my neighbor. He has heart cancer. He always stays in hospital but today they said that he can go out for a while cause his condition has been stable this week…” She was holding her cry. Her hands trembled while typing someone’s phone number.

Yesung checked the boy pulse. Then he laid Sungmin in his lap so his eyes faced the sky. his left hand was warming the boy’s forehead while giving therapy massage. The boy’s condition was worse. It was the same like Ryeowook when he had an attack.

“Fast!” he ordered the girl.

The girl nodded in fear. “MAMA!” She almost screamed when she heard the voice over there. “Sungmin is…. He, he… Yes! Please tell Mrs. Lee. We are in the park… yes, the park which is in front of the ice cream parlor. Ok. Mom, please be quick! Sungminnie is in pain…Bye.”

Yesung prayed silently. The boy now was in seizure.  He hold the boy. The girl now was crying, unable holding her fear anymore. She squeezed Sungmin’s hand, maybe it will make him feel better.

“I’m sorry, minnie… I shouldn’t be angry at you. Sorry! I’m…” the girl kept repeating the ‘sorry’ word over and over again.

Yesung hoped this will be over soon.

or not…

The angel of the death came, looking very cold and emotionless like always. Siwon didn’t noticed Yesung presence yet. He was focused with his calling. The boy was calling him. The death is.

“No…” unconsciously he muttered. “No, it will not happen…”

“What’s wrong oppa?” the girl asked between her cry.

Yesung’s eyes roamed over the reaper. His eyes were pleading his mercy. He saw him taking human’s soul hundreds time but not taking soul in Yesung’s hand.

One of his dreams became true.

“No, you can’t! No…” he kept mumbling incoherently.

“Oppa? What cannot? How’s Sungmin?”

Of course, the girl couldn’t see the reaper. She did not know Yesung’s biggest fear and love was appearing in front of him right now. but she knew something: how Yesung’s eyes stared the air with plea.

Then the reaper’s eyes met the cursed man’s.

If Siwon owned something precious, he would give it to the god in exchange of this man. But, sadly he owned nothing. Even his presence in this world for the second time was god’s.

He wanted to do anything for this man but he can’t. He was created for this purpose, not for Yesung. He couldn’t fight the fate, and karma.

“Please don’t! At least wait till this boy’s parent came.” Yesung tried to hide this boy from the reaper although he knew it won’t work.

“Oppa? Is Sungmin…” in the girl’s vision, Yesung looked like praying to the god for Sungmin’s life, like he knew the departure time would come… right now.

“I’m sorry.” whispered the creature.

He couldn’t do anything for Yesung’s wish like always. His arms extended to reach the boy. Yesung tried to distant their space.

Suddenly, Sungmin’s eyes fluttered open abruptly, making Yesung startled. He breathed heavily. He saw an unknown man holding him and quickly conclude this man trying to save him. He smiled to the stranger while his body was still trembling in pain. He searched for the girl he came with. His hand moved drawing circles in air.

“Minnie!” The girl screamed in relieved but fear still haunted her. “Are you okay? I’m sorry… I…”

Sungmin smiled at her, opened his mouth to say something but too weak to do it. His hand touched the girl’s lip, stopping her apology. He looked at Yesung then looked at the girl in question.

“Ah! He is an oppa who saw us then came over to help you. He is, umm…”

“Yesung.” He answered the unspoken question.

“Yes! Yesung -oppa! Minnie, just hold it for a moment. Your mama and my mama will come here in seconds…”

Sungmin shook his head then coughed hard. He tried his best to stop his cough and offer them his sweetest smile. His hand found its way to the girl’s head and patted it gently.

This boy knew about his death.

Yesung had thinking this since years ago. Did a person, whose death is about to come, can see a reaper? Did they know about their death in those crucial moments?

The answer is…

Yes.

“No…”

Sungmin looked at the reaper then smiled at him, too. He knew his death is coming and the guy stood there will take his life. But, he didn’t knew the reaper will be this handsome. This creature always made him fascinated every time Sungmin see him.

Yesung stared at Sungmin and Siwon in disbelief when they exchange a smile. What’s with this familiar atmosphere. Did Sungmin know Siwon? Why he acted so calm? Yesung felt so childish in front of this boy.

“Where’s your mom?” His tone slightly trembled.

“She’s on the way here with Sungmin’s parents…”

“Run to them! Tell them Sungmin is not gonna… His time is running up! Run! Quickly!” Yesung ordered the girl who followed his advice because scared.

Tears were brimming up in his almond eyes.

“Good to see you again, Mr. Death…” Sungmin used his remaining energy to speak. “This time will you take my soul?”

The reaper nodded. He didn’t say anything and felt nothing. It was his job to collect soul. It was something he become familiar with. Actually, the human soul was something he longed. He was created for this.

“Don’t say something like that. You’re still young. You have many chances waiting you ahead.” Yesung couldn’t hold his disappointment.

He stared the boy and the reaper alternately. His eyes gave the reaper an unspoken plea. He had watching death lots time and stayed still. This time he wouldn’t do that. He wanted to fight it, avoid it, even if it was pointless.

Could human embattle God’s judgment?

Sungmin saw the loving and pleading way Yesung’s eyes speak to the reaper. He might be a child but he could read people’s emotion better that many adults. He knew how to respond it. It was one of his good points. It was one of the reasons why people loved him.

Yesung felt a warm hand touch his face and caressed it gently. The boy smiled at him. “Yesung-hyung, I don’t have any choice left. It is my time. I have a nice life till this moment. I have a loving family and friends. And I meet you an Mr. Death in my last time…”

He coughed again. Yesung unconsciously comforted him.

“I have met Mr. Death several times. He said he will take my soul soon so my pain will disappear. He said many kind words but I haven’t seen his emotion until now. You must be precious to him, Yesung-hyung.”

Sungmin’s hands gripped his chest. He felt excruciating pain. His breath become heavier and heavier. The reaper came over to touch the boy but Yesung once again moved backward.

“I-it’s okay…” He told Yesung.

“Don’t speak anymore…” He whispered, unable to look the boy’s pain.

Then, Yesung couldn’t stop this moment. The reaper was holding him so he couldn’t move. He made same motion like when they were in the amusement park with his family. His hands was glowing.

“It’s nice to meet you, Yesung-hyung. I hope we meet sooner but that’s impossible…” His breath became very calm. “P-please say to my mom and dad and onnie, i-i …, I l-love them a-nd … bye…”

“No… You can not…”

“and… please don’t hate him. Or god.”

“You can not leave!”

It was an impossible wish.

Then, like that time, a holy ball came out his body. By just watching it, had made him crying. It released warm air. A faint but beautiful light came from it. It was floating around his reaper.

It was Sungmin.

How long he hadn’t feel this kind emotion? The last time, maybe, when his favorite cousin died. But he didn’t die in his arm. Nobody died in his arm except Sungmin, a boy he just  met today.

That thing was appear before his eyes. He couldn’t prevent it. He was powerless. He didn’t have any right to make Sungmin alive again.

The god did.

But he knew god will not fulfill his wish.

Things must go like this and he must witness all of this. This was his punishment from his past life. And Siwon’s punishment was becoming a reaper. Why god cursed their past life so much?

“OPPAAA!” He heard the girl’s scream.

The girl was running to him with three other person, two women and one man. they looked so worried, of course. They saw a stranger carrying Sungmin while crying.

“My son! How’s my son?” A woman asked him.

He couldn’t answer. Instead, he shook his head then delivered the boy’s lifeless body to his family. “He said he loves you and good bye…”

He stared at the twilight sky. The reaper was still standing there beside him. They had spent silent hours after Sungmin’s departure.

It still hurt.

“Siwon-shi,” he started. “I know what make us like this.”

The reaper didn’t say anything but looked at him confusedly.

“It’s about our past life. Because of that, I know something.”

Yesung turned to face the reaper. He was looking sadly. Now, he would tell him what he had been thinking after he saw those dreams. He knew Siwon forget the full story about their past.

“I know we are not meant together, at least at this lifetime. We mean to be suffered by watching each other. It’s our punishment.”

“What are you trying to say?” Finally, he showed him his silk voice.

“You will understand it soon. Just listen to me!” Yesung inhaled slowly, gathering power. “I know I can not avoid our next meeting. It just natural for you and me to bump into each other. I wanna ask you something, please say yes, and it will not be an impossible  wish like before.”

Siwon didn’t know what’s going on this petite man’s head. But, he nodded in agreement.

“Please ignore me until I die.”

“WHA-“

“It is for the best. I will try to ignore you. Then, my last wish is…” A bomb was about to exploded. “I want you to take my soul when I die, not the other reaper.”

“Why are you so suddenly-“

Yesung cut him again. “You will understand it soon. You will know our sins soon.”

“Then, tell me-“

Siwon felt this sensation again. It made him froze and shivered. He was not accustomed with emotion. It was not his thing. It was human’s.

Yesung’s lips once again swept on his lips. It felt warm and right. This action swiftly shut his mouth. He felt hungry of him but something hold his lust. Now, he was a creature without human’s lust, passion and greed. It felt so wrong.

He didn’t know how much Yesung desire for his reply. Like that time, he acted like a stone, so cold and distant.

Yesung finally walked away from the reaper.

Thank you for your love.

Thank you for everything.

Thank you for giving me a chance to feel love.

“That was a goodbye kiss. The next time, I speak to you it will be near my death.” Yesung walked further.

He had made a decision. He couldn’t take it again. His reaper could not prevent him for making this decision, either.

“I will always love you...”

in the past or future, even when the death pull us apart…

With that sentence, he walked away from that creature’s life until his death come. It was hard to make this choice but this would avoid him from more pain. He knew it is egoist. It was not right.

But he could do nothing except this.

And this was how the story of his first love in his second lifetime ended.

It is done! *crying in happiness*

Well, the next part will be the last chapter. it will be too long if I put it in this part. And LJ will complaint.

Sorry it took more time than I expected. But It’s Done!

See you in the next part~

Love,

hecate0o