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a woman last week at the restaurant told me that it looked like i had a block on, and maybe that was why i had travelled so far to spend my summer abroad. i was astonished that this woman i had merely given background information on my life pin pointed that about me. it's not the reason i came, but a big part of my was/is afraid to settle with anyone and this trip has proven to be the best excuse.
she told me - you never know, dear. you can fall in love anywhere. i didn't believe her - after all, i've come here completely non-expectant and non-willing for anyone to court me.
little did i know i would meet someone who reminds me so much of my first boyfriend it's not even funny.
little did i know i would meet someone who told me he likes me, wants to kiss me, but can't for fear of getting his heart broken because i fuck off in a month.
little did i know or anyone else know that i would consider staying in here instead of continuing just to see.
if for once i was fought for. if for once, someone took that chance on me.
she told me - you never know, dear. you can fall in love anywhere. i didn't believe her - after all, i've come here completely non-expectant and non-willing for anyone to court me.
little did i know i would meet someone who reminds me so much of my first boyfriend it's not even funny.
little did i know i would meet someone who told me he likes me, wants to kiss me, but can't for fear of getting his heart broken because i fuck off in a month.
little did i know or anyone else know that i would consider staying in here instead of continuing just to see.
if for once i was fought for. if for once, someone took that chance on me.