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I'm depressed. I realized today why I did drugs for so many years. Why I still need my pills.
Everything is messed. Amanda and I broke up saturday when got back together on sunday though.
I'm torn... I'm in love with her, but I can't take her drinking anymore. I feel completely torn. How are you supposed to walk out on someone that youre completely in love with?
I can't believe I started doing drugs when I was 12. It's insane.
damn. I forgot to eat today. oh boy.