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9-30-07
Yeah, I swear I'm gonna cry.
I'm sick of tryin' to be tough.
Friday was awesome. I still can't really remember the drive home. I remember driving off into a ditch and a cop being behind me and then as I turned he kept going. I don't really remember anything I said when I was at Jeff's I remember feeling awkward.. I think I said something I shouldn't have... I don't know. I know I had fun though. Saturday was a good day.. I spent most of it at work though.
10-1-07
We don't need no water let the mother fucker burn.
Burn mother fucker,burn.
I've been swearing a lot lately.. I'm not sure why..
Today was a good day. I've just been full of energy.
I randomly got pissed off, and now I'm depressed.
Not really, I don't know.. I have mixed emotions.
I'm trying not to care that I'm going out with anyone at the moment.
It just seems like everyone is hooking up.
When I'm around my friends I don't feel this way, but when I'm alone.. It's over whelming.
Anymore I'm either really happy, really angry, or really fucking depressed.
I'm in a lot of pain lately .. like physical pain.
I just really don't want to go to the doctor.
This is the second month that I haven't gotten my period..
There is no way that I'm pregnant though.
FUCK MISSOURI!
That is all.
Yeah, I swear I'm gonna cry.
I'm sick of tryin' to be tough.
Friday was awesome. I still can't really remember the drive home. I remember driving off into a ditch and a cop being behind me and then as I turned he kept going. I don't really remember anything I said when I was at Jeff's I remember feeling awkward.. I think I said something I shouldn't have... I don't know. I know I had fun though. Saturday was a good day.. I spent most of it at work though.
10-1-07
We don't need no water let the mother fucker burn.
Burn mother fucker,burn.
I've been swearing a lot lately.. I'm not sure why..
Today was a good day. I've just been full of energy.
I randomly got pissed off, and now I'm depressed.
Not really, I don't know.. I have mixed emotions.
I'm trying not to care that I'm going out with anyone at the moment.
It just seems like everyone is hooking up.
When I'm around my friends I don't feel this way, but when I'm alone.. It's over whelming.
Anymore I'm either really happy, really angry, or really fucking depressed.
I'm in a lot of pain lately .. like physical pain.
I just really don't want to go to the doctor.
This is the second month that I haven't gotten my period..
There is no way that I'm pregnant though.
FUCK MISSOURI!
That is all.