looking for a place to stay...

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So, I've pretty much have had one of the worst days ever.
I got in a fight with me dad.
We both decided it would be best if I wasn't around him and
he wasn't around me.

So, I tired all night to find somewhere to stay...
But I didn't.

I had to wait until everyone had went to sleep to sneak back into my house.

So, I guess I'm moving out after all.

At least for the summer.

Hopefully when school starts He'll work all the time and
I'll be gone a lot. Then I can move back in.

I love my mom.

She called me three times today,just to tell me she loved me.

I wish I were anywhere besides here.

I'm staying with Shelby for a week the end of may and the first of June.

I really hate my dad. Most people will think I'm saying this out of anger.

But I'm not.. I hate him and I always have.

This is a song by John Lennon.
I've changed the words a bit.
The song is called mother.

Father you had me,
I never had you,
I didn't want you,
You didn't want me,
So, I, I just got to tell you,
Goodbye,Goodbye.