Fuck life.
I've been thinking a lot probably too much. I got really upset that bush vetoed that bill to start sending troops home. It's just, Truth is bush is still got a year in office and my brother still has a four years left in the army. I couldn't deal with him going to Iraq. He is the glue that keeps us all together. So many bad things are happening.. I just couldn't live a happy life without him. Fuck this war.
It's not just that, it's waking up everyday knowing about all the bad in the world and not being able do a damn thing to change any of it.
Trying to sleep when the people you love are hundreds of miles apart in pain. Most of all trying to smile when the women you love is marrying someone else.
Praying for someone to love..and trying to deal with the fact that it still hasn't been answered.
PS. 'Manda. As long as I'm breathing you have somewhere to go.
It's not just that, it's waking up everyday knowing about all the bad in the world and not being able do a damn thing to change any of it.
Trying to sleep when the people you love are hundreds of miles apart in pain. Most of all trying to smile when the women you love is marrying someone else.
Praying for someone to love..and trying to deal with the fact that it still hasn't been answered.
PS. 'Manda. As long as I'm breathing you have somewhere to go.