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Oct 17, 2004 14:30

Hel-

Damnable show.

Dancing at Lughnasa has taken over my life. I arrive an hour and a half before the show to mop the stage. Then I sit for an hour, then I artfully instill a white shat of a mess into one of the actor's hair. This makes him look 'older.' Herafter I sit around in the men's dressing room, reading little bits of Lolita, writing about all the bastard people that piss me off, and listening to so so music.

Then I get done. The show is over. I rush to Travis, the mute stage manager. Every night "What do you do again?" "I'm Sam, I'm wigs and makeup, all I do is put white in Josh's hair." "Oh right! You're the one that doesn't do anything! Ok, yeah you can go."

You had me at hello, tear.

Other then aformentioned 'damnable show' my life rocks. I love my friends, however few they be, (it's quality! Not quantity!). I pretty much like school. I liked my job ok. Before I couldn't work anymore because of...damnable show. Romance is on the fritz, but something is definitely brewing in quadrant four. We shall see.

I've been having really vivid dreams lately. I remember so much of them, and I don't even try to. Especially when I take naps! Those dreams kick ass! I've been seeing a lot of my friends from high school in my dreams. But I am always doing something that they would not approve of...like drinking, or smoking marijuana...and they just barge into the scene, and cast their judgements. Right there on the rug.

I had to get up at 7 this morning to help my sister's friend move. I initally hoped to deny the request, but than I learned a number of things to sway my delicate spirit.
1. She's eight months pregnant.
2. She's a single mom, with a child of six already in existence.
3. She'd moving back in with her mom.

Oh god. "Ummmmm...yeah I could help her out!" If not only to escape the flames of Hell!

That sucked hardcore. Ah well. Its over now.

Played football yesterday with some people from Logan. That was really really fun. I had to go to "damnable show" though, so didn't really get to enjoy it fully. Talked to Ty on the phone, he seemed happy to hear from me. That was cool. Hopefully I will see him when I come up at the end of the month.

I guess that's all for now.

Thanks God.
-Sam
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