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It was only a kiss, how did it end up like this?
Apparently I will need to arrange an absentee vote for my estranged love life. God. People are falling in love all over the place, and I sit at my computer, listening to The Killers, and getting over sleeping so oddly, and my stomach is sick, and she's touching his chest.
I'm trying to be ok with enjoying work for what it is. I've gotten into an embittered mode where I hate work for taking away MY time, and not allowing ME the time to do what I want. I struggled with this last night when I realized that I might be having just as much fun at work as I would be having if I was out and about, getting involved and having a good time. One of my servers and I received a thirty dollar tip on a sixty dollar meal, and the guy said it was because of me. That was really really awesome. I ended up getting half of that tip, which was cool. And my server freaking loved me after that.
I'm having trouble connecting with some of the people at work. They're living these very intricately messed up lives, and I only hear about it in passing. But with each other they share every little heart ache and every nuance of their soul searching lives. Thus I am left out in the cold, as it were. Call me Cypher.
Starting watching the first season of Six Feet Under today. HOLY SHIT, super good show alert! Awesome ideas about death, and how unhealthy we treat the grieving process here in America. Really really good acting too.
who knows
Peacefully i give it all up for You.
-Sam
It was only a kiss, how did it end up like this?
Apparently I will need to arrange an absentee vote for my estranged love life. God. People are falling in love all over the place, and I sit at my computer, listening to The Killers, and getting over sleeping so oddly, and my stomach is sick, and she's touching his chest.
I'm trying to be ok with enjoying work for what it is. I've gotten into an embittered mode where I hate work for taking away MY time, and not allowing ME the time to do what I want. I struggled with this last night when I realized that I might be having just as much fun at work as I would be having if I was out and about, getting involved and having a good time. One of my servers and I received a thirty dollar tip on a sixty dollar meal, and the guy said it was because of me. That was really really awesome. I ended up getting half of that tip, which was cool. And my server freaking loved me after that.
I'm having trouble connecting with some of the people at work. They're living these very intricately messed up lives, and I only hear about it in passing. But with each other they share every little heart ache and every nuance of their soul searching lives. Thus I am left out in the cold, as it were. Call me Cypher.
Starting watching the first season of Six Feet Under today. HOLY SHIT, super good show alert! Awesome ideas about death, and how unhealthy we treat the grieving process here in America. Really really good acting too.
who knows
Peacefully i give it all up for You.
-Sam