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have you ever had that feeling like you were in a bad dream and you just wish you could wake up?
or the feeling like something is not right but there is nothing you can do about it no matter how hard you try?
sometimes i wonder if things would have been different. sometimes i wish i could just go back and change everything that i did wrong. i wish i could bring things back to the way they were over the summer. all the great times that i was able to spend with that special person. being able to wake up every morning knowing that you would be able to see her and be with her for as long as you both desired. or how about the times when you can talk on the phone for hours about absolutely nothing but just the satisfaction of knowing that the person on the other line cares about you just as much if no more than you care about them. or the times spent laying on our backs just looking at the stars for hours. but the greatest feeling of all is that warm feeling of waking up the next morning with that person right by your side. sometimes i wish i still had that but 400 miles wouldnt let me do that. i thought that distance would be nothing bc i loved this girl to death and i thought it was the same for her. but i guess i was wrong.
is it time to move on? or should i go for that one last attempt to get something that means the world to me ?
i wish i knew what i did wrong and how to fix it.
or the feeling like something is not right but there is nothing you can do about it no matter how hard you try?
sometimes i wonder if things would have been different. sometimes i wish i could just go back and change everything that i did wrong. i wish i could bring things back to the way they were over the summer. all the great times that i was able to spend with that special person. being able to wake up every morning knowing that you would be able to see her and be with her for as long as you both desired. or how about the times when you can talk on the phone for hours about absolutely nothing but just the satisfaction of knowing that the person on the other line cares about you just as much if no more than you care about them. or the times spent laying on our backs just looking at the stars for hours. but the greatest feeling of all is that warm feeling of waking up the next morning with that person right by your side. sometimes i wish i still had that but 400 miles wouldnt let me do that. i thought that distance would be nothing bc i loved this girl to death and i thought it was the same for her. but i guess i was wrong.
is it time to move on? or should i go for that one last attempt to get something that means the world to me ?
i wish i knew what i did wrong and how to fix it.