Aug 29, 2005 16:26
So im back in Bufalo and to be honest it kinda sucks alot. I mean dont get me wrong im having a great time seeing all of my firneds from last year, but a part of me is incomplete. Nicole isn't here at it kills me that im not able to see her every day. being almost 400 miles away from the one person that makes me feel like the only perosn on the earth, is hard. U know that feeling when u here some one say ther name and u smile even if they arent talking about that particular nicole, or when u hear there voice u smile to ur self regardless of what ppl think. well those r the feelings i get when i talk to nicole or when i hear someon say the name nicole. I wish i didnt have to be so far away. this summer was the best summer ever. my week in myrtle beach, with nicole made me realize that she isnt like other girls. our walks on the beach late at night and in the morning made me want to never leave. having her fall asleep on my chest was a great feeling bc i was able to wake up and know she was still there. now my nights are restless bc she isnt near by. i miss u so much nicole. i cant wait until october. yea it sux i have court dates but at least i will get to see u.
when u get lonely look to the stars and think of me. then u will know that im right there with you.
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