Prayer

May 22, 2008 10:27

I'm having a hard time lately.

You all know how particular I can be about my eyes. Well now my eyes are having issues and I'm having a hard time with it. I've been glasses and contacts, switching about every other day for the last few weeks. I thought I had an eye infection so I took the prescription to fix that, but the problem came back. Now my eye is tomato red and I can't wear my contacts. I hate my glasses. I guess I'm also having some self-appreciation issues. I would so much rather be wearing my contacts because I feel better about myself. Because I've had to wear my glasses so much lately I'm getting more and more used to the idea. I'm starting to accept them, but I'm having a hard time.

If you could pray for me right now that I would learn to value myself no matter what my eyes are dealing with. If you could also pray that we can figure out what is going on with my eyes and that it can be dealt with easily without lasting consequences.

The health center here is only open mwf and those have been the days lately when my eye has looked fine. I feel like i can't go down there and tell them there is a problem with my eye when i don't have anything to show them. The days that my eye is bad are the days that they are closed. So i may have to go see a doctor in town. The problem with this is i don't have my own transportation so i have to find someone to take me and then i have to find a time that works for both of us.

its just frustrating right now.
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