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I cannot succumb to these feelings of hopelessness and sadness any longer. They are beginning to get in the way of things. I will get this work done and over with, even if it means losing sleep. And as for him, I will perhaps be able to have that conversation about my confused feelings soon..why he is able to log on the internet and chat with a few people, but seems to willingly go without talking to his girlfriend for days or even weeks at a time. Why he seems as though he couldn't care less when he sees said girlfriend most of the time, but will sometimes act like he couldn't be happier. These things confuse me, and it seems like I have no confidence left whatsoever.
But after all this, I feel like I have finally found the perfect person that can make me happy with a snap of the fingers. And an old friend that I seemed to be losing touch with has come back into my life full force, and I love it.
But after all this, I feel like I have finally found the perfect person that can make me happy with a snap of the fingers. And an old friend that I seemed to be losing touch with has come back into my life full force, and I love it.