Mar 15, 2005 21:59
Feel your fire..
When its cold in my heart..
and things sort of start..
Remindin me of my last night with you..
I only need one more day..
Just one more chance to say..
- I wish that i had gone up with you too-
And im sure the view from heaven..
Beats the hell out of mine here..
And if we all believe in heaven..
Maybe we'll make it through one more year..
dOoOwWn HeRe..
You wont be comin back..
And i didnt get to say goodbye..
>> Really wish i got to say goodbye <<
3.15.04 .. Last year today was the last time i saw my best friend.. Mitch i love you and miss you more than words will ever express.. i just think of all our THOUSANDS of memories.. from the crazy nights ;) to our 5 mile walk at 3am.. haha to every single weekend crashing at your house with bags of wendys or jack in the box n just grubbin hardcore while watching the infamous *CeNteR staGe* .. you were completely my other half girl- theres so much about you that only i know.. and its tearing me up inside that no one understands certain things.. but i always said id take our secrets to the grave.. you held your end of the bargain.. so will I! You mean the world to me and it kills me to see what you have to watch from up there.. but i kno you are so much happier and im sure the clouds are perfect for ballet! :) As much as i need you, i know that God needed you more.. or else he wouldnt have taken you from us..
I know that there is a reason for everything.. but i just dont understand WHY you.. why not ME?
Im going crazy today thinkin about her, but i just wana thank everyone thats been there for me through it all.. without you guys i dont kno if i could make it through! Alexa Cassandra n Courtney especially thanks for all your help today u girls are such great friends! Please everyone keep mitch and her family in your prayers today.. if im hurting this bad i can only imagine how hard it would be to be a parent...
Dance in peace gorgeous.. i could never replace you..