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well i decided to skip school today...i dont really know why but i just did. anyways i cant get back to sleep so i decided to update. well my birthday wasnt the greatest...because of the snow we pretty much couldnt do anything but i guess it wasnt my worst so far. i was just happy to be with ben and all of his friends...notice how i didnt say my friends because only one of them called or really seemed to have cared...i dunno lately im just starting to question who i can really trust...all i hear is more and more shit being talked about me behind my back and im just getting kind of sick of it. i paid for my down payment for senior week but im not sure if i even wanna go anymore...i dunno things could change by then and maybe i really will have a good time but its gonna really suck if im miserable the whole week after spending almost $500 on it. anyways...last weekend was pretty fun. friday night me ben matty and joe drove up to this girl erica's apartment up at albright college out in reading. we had alot of fun that night but the next morning sucked b/c thats when that blizzard started...reading is about an hour and a half long drive but it took us 5 hours to get home. not to mention the fact that matty was not all with it and had never driven on snow before. so that was a little adventure...we stopped at hooters on the way home, stocked up on all of the necessities and then stayed at my house the rest of the weekend. this past week was exams...which wasnt too bad...im pretty sure i got an A on everyone except mr moore's but o well if i fail his class its not a big deal b/c i dont really need it to graduate. o yea and me and ben joined the gym this week...im determined to get back down to the weight i was before...alot of u may be rolling your eyese cuz i said that but 109 is the highest weight ive ever been at in my life and it really bothers me.
oh yea and this weekend was just great...joes parents were gone fore the weekend so we all partied at his house friday night...well i fell passed out pretty early but i woke up at 4 am to get some water and everyone was still awake...so i walk out in the kitchen and see my purse sitting on the counter, wide open with all my shit unorganized and noticed that there were only 8 ones in it but when i went to sleep i had $78. so i pulled eddie aside asked him if he knew anything about it and he said no so me and him woke ben up to see if he tried hiding my money before he went to sleep so no one would steal it but he said no. so then ben gets up starts flipping out mainly at these 2 girls that had just started to hang out with joe. we thought it was them because of all the times i have hung out wiht eddie matty or joe i have never had to watch my purse or worry about anything being stolen from me...but then new people come around and all my money's gone. so then ben is screaming at everyone tellign them to empty their pockets and purses but they ignored him and went in the den...5 minutes later they come out with 2 crumpled up 20 dollar bills and said that they just found it in the couch...but the thing is i searched the couch all over and didnt find it so basically the bitches stole it and got scared of ben so acted like it was in the couch the whole time...they still owe me $30 and im determined to get it...i know it may not seem like a lot of money but i dont make that much and that was my pay...i have to work 5 hours to make $30 and thats why im still pissed...not to mention the fact that my mom is gone for the rest of the week so that was my money for food and whatever else i needed. but whatever i guess the past is in the past but im just still so angry because i have never had money stolen from me in my life and it just pisses me off...not to mention the bitches were drinking the beer that i put up money for and they didnt and im pretty sure the one girl used my money to buy coke and weed...fucking skank
by the way as i did mention my mom is gone for the rest of the week so im trying to have one good party before she comes back so if anyone's up for it leave a comment or call
oh yea and this weekend was just great...joes parents were gone fore the weekend so we all partied at his house friday night...well i fell passed out pretty early but i woke up at 4 am to get some water and everyone was still awake...so i walk out in the kitchen and see my purse sitting on the counter, wide open with all my shit unorganized and noticed that there were only 8 ones in it but when i went to sleep i had $78. so i pulled eddie aside asked him if he knew anything about it and he said no so me and him woke ben up to see if he tried hiding my money before he went to sleep so no one would steal it but he said no. so then ben gets up starts flipping out mainly at these 2 girls that had just started to hang out with joe. we thought it was them because of all the times i have hung out wiht eddie matty or joe i have never had to watch my purse or worry about anything being stolen from me...but then new people come around and all my money's gone. so then ben is screaming at everyone tellign them to empty their pockets and purses but they ignored him and went in the den...5 minutes later they come out with 2 crumpled up 20 dollar bills and said that they just found it in the couch...but the thing is i searched the couch all over and didnt find it so basically the bitches stole it and got scared of ben so acted like it was in the couch the whole time...they still owe me $30 and im determined to get it...i know it may not seem like a lot of money but i dont make that much and that was my pay...i have to work 5 hours to make $30 and thats why im still pissed...not to mention the fact that my mom is gone for the rest of the week so that was my money for food and whatever else i needed. but whatever i guess the past is in the past but im just still so angry because i have never had money stolen from me in my life and it just pisses me off...not to mention the bitches were drinking the beer that i put up money for and they didnt and im pretty sure the one girl used my money to buy coke and weed...fucking skank
by the way as i did mention my mom is gone for the rest of the week so im trying to have one good party before she comes back so if anyone's up for it leave a comment or call